Introducing Restoration Fellowship Which Was Born Out the Ashes of the Park Street Church I Once Knew.

Park Street Church 2014

“All that is gold does not glitter, not all those who wander are lost; the old that is strong does not wither, deep roots are not reached by the frost.” J. R. R. Tolkien


Note to PSC-interested folks: I will close the previous PSC post once it is posted. If there are no new posts every 30 days in the future, I will close the previous PSC post and just rerun the old post as a new post. Please let me know if I forget to open the new post, which will happen if any reader notices closed comments on the most recent PSC post. I want to keep this current so people can communicate.


I was recently alerted to this new fellowship. I believe it will bring healing and hope to those wounded in the fight to save PSC.

How the church they knew continues.

Dear brothers and sisters,

Over the summer, many have told us they have been searching for a place to worship. A  group of us is excited to announce a new option for us to worship together again. We’d like to invite you to visit Restoration Fellowship at our first gathering on Sunday, September 8, at 10 a.m., at the Wyndham Boston Beacon Hill.

Restoration Fellowship (RF) is a one-year initiative formed with the following purposes:

  • To gather those lost, hurting, or without a spiritual home,
  • To foster spiritual healing and restoration,
  • To provide transitional support for ministers who have been displaced,
  • To discern God’s will for the future of the fellowship and if God’s calling is for us to become a church after the first year.

Restoration Fellowship cares for those who have been spiritually displaced or wounded by the church. In response, we commit to fellowship in worship, prayer, healing, and restoration with the help of the Holy Spirit. Whether you have a history with the church or none at all, all are welcome.

Our teaching will be led by our ministerial team, including Dr. Julian Linnell, Dr. Michael Balboni, Dr. Raymond Kam, and others. For more information about RF, details about our first gathering such as childcare and directions, please see: www.restorationfellowshipboston.org.

We’re thankful that we worship a God who loves us and has promised to restore us, to lead us in paths of righteousness, confirm us, strengthen us, and establish us (Psalm 23:3, 1 Peter 5:10-11). We hope to be restored alongside you at these gatherings.

Leslie Liu, President
Sarah Pisacich, Treasurer
Lisa Gomi Hui, Secretary

What has not been resolved and will continue to haunt PSC:

  • The many PSC posts on this blog will still be around for prospective attendees to consider.
  • Many folks do not like to attend a church in turmoil, and nothing spells turmoil like a church that spawns a public fellowship gathering made up of those who left the mothership.
  • Mark Booker’s credentials have still not been publicly released to the membership. Boston is an academic center, and some potential attendees might find it off-putting that a supposed “spiritual leader” will not openly answer allegations that he puffed up his CV.
  • Did Mark Booker plant his previous church? Some might disagree with this. Is there such a thing as stolen valor in the church-planting world?

PSC leaders, elders, and various hangers have failed to promote church unity.

The PSC leaders juggled a hot potato, which landed at their feet with a splat. The congregation is in turmoil.

  • Is the church adopting a top-down leadership model, like authoritarian churches, where authority flows from God→Pastors/Elders→Congregation? I’m left confused. Is this a congregational church, or is it just another typical ho-hum “when the pastor speaks, it is done” church?
  • 55.76% of those who voted voted against Booker being affirmed. Why was this ignored?
  • Did Scott Sunquist, President of Gordon Conwell Theological Seminary, call Christianity Today on behalf of the leadership to pressure that media source to stop posting stories about PSC? If anything like this is true, it violates the entire idea of congregationalism and undermines basic investigative journalism.
  • Is the church being run as a business model? Be careful if you guys say, “Of course.” The church was not founded as a business, and the Toyota bureaucratic model does not appear to apply to the Way.
  • A new fellowship has been started under the watch of Mark Booker and various leaders, and I suspect it will be successful. I believe the elders, leaders, etc., should resign, and the congregation should vote for those who seek unity. How many pastors were fired or threatened with being sidelined?
  • How could the Conservative Christian Congregational Conference (CCCC) claim to do an independent investigation when several council members had previously met with Mark Booker and had relations with him? Based on testimony that some have seen, Ron Hamilton, Paul McPheeters, Tom Petter, Nick Granitsas, and Jon Paul all had met with Mark on multiple prior occasions. Ron Hamilton instructed Mark Booker not to resign a few months before their investigation was performed. This has the hallmarks of a coverup and faux investigation, which Park Street Church uses to hide behind. The failure of the CCCC to insist on an independent investigation by a third-party organization is evidence that the fix was in from the beginning. The rot spreads beyond Park Street.

Mark Booker is the nexus of the problem.

  • Was it the chicken or the egg? Did Mark Booker get the position because he fit the leaders’ agenda, or was he hired because they needed “someone, anyone,” and he wasn’t properly vetted?
  • How many pastors did Booker sideline, push out, bully, threaten with firing, etc.? Some on this list resigned before they would be fired, which signifies a personality problem.
    1. Pat  Chen
    2. Kris Perkins
    3. Kimberly Morrison
    4. Michael Balboni
    5, Damian Long
    6. Julian Linnel
    7. Ray  Kim
    8. Tammy McLeod
    9. Tim Leary
  • Asking a wife to speak about how nice her husband is at home was an unwise tactic. ‘Stand by your man’ is used in political situations when the husband has done something immoral or unethical. After this happened, the first thing I thought was, “What did Booker do?!”
  • Preaching a decent sermon does not make a pastor.

The loss of 9 pastors and the start of a new fellowship, which I predict will be successful as measured by Boston metrics, looks bad. PSC  failed the nine pastors and the many members who have moved on, including one of my family members. When I next visit Boston, I will attend the Restoration Fellowship instead of visiting PSC. I  think it will be more like how I remember Park Street Church than the building called Park Street Church. As I did a deep dive into PSC, I had hoped that something like this Fellowship would happen.

Will PSC apologize to the fired pastors and members threatened with excommunication? They should, but they probably won’t. After all, the PSC business model seems far more important to the leaders and Mark Booker than following the Way. In my book, this was an epic fail by a formerly fine church.


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Introducing Restoration Fellowship Which Was Born Out the Ashes of the Park Street Church I Once Knew. — 82 Comments

  1. Have you noticed that the bad boys always end up with the church building and other resources, while faithful ex-members have to set up camp elsewhere? The New Calvinists are doing that all over the SBC landscape – taking over traditional (non-Calvinist) church properties that were bought and paid for by others; they justify their stealth and deception as being good for the movement since they have come into the world for such a time as this.

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  2. I blame the sad state of affairs at psc on the elders/leaders who refused from the very beginning to be inpartial regarding the issues MB brought forth in his 17 page letter. It looks like there were many enablers who continue wreck havic at psc. For those that do You are accountable to God for your actions.

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  3. Mark Booker, you have tried to bury so many lies, but you have only dug your own grave. Please stop accepting your dysfunction. You were not created by God to live with so many secrets. Mark, whatever torment you experienced as a child, it is not a reason to now live as a control freak and a liar. God will not allow you to hide forever behind your minister’s robe and smooth words. Your bike accident was a warning to wake you up and give you another chance to change direction. I plead with you to stop playing religion, because a day is coming when you will be utterly disgraced, your poor family will be humiliated, and you will only have yourself to blame. Mark, your game of lies and manipulation is going to collapse. We don’t know when, but it is coming. I will certainly not celebrate your downfall. I know you are reading this. You are the only one who can make things right with God by stepping into the light. If you do so freely and before your secrets are exposed against your will, then a far better life and path will be set before you by our loving Heavenly Father.

    “Therefore hear the word of the LORD, you scoffers, who rule this people in Jerusalem! Because you have said, “We have made a covenant with death, and with Sheol we have an agreement, when the overwhelming whip passes through it will not come to us, for we have made lies our refuge, and in falsehood we have taken shelter”; therefore thus says the Lord GOD, “Behold, I am the one who has laid as a foundation in Zion, a stone, a tested stone, a precious cornerstone, of a sure foundation: ‘Whoever believes will not be in haste.’ And I will make justice the line, and righteousness the plumb line; and hail will sweep away the refuge of lies, and waters will overwhelm the shelter.” Then your covenant with death will be annulled, and your agreement with Sheol will not stand; when the overwhelming scourge passes through, you will be beaten down by it. As often as it passes through it will take you; for morning by morning it will pass through, by day and by night; and it will be sheer terror to understand the message… Now therefore do not scoff, lest your bonds be made strong; for I have heard a decree of destruction from the Lord GOD of hosts against the whole land.” (Isaiah 28:14–22)

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  4. Max:
    dee,

    Park Street Church was founded in 1809. I suspect there was a mortgage burning when members paid that beautiful building off many years ago.

    It’s one fine infrastructure that has caught the eye of many. It is in a beautiful location within the shadow of the Capitol building with the Paul Revere copper dome. I loved sitting in that church, hearing great sermons, and seeing guests like Corrie Ten Boom. I am so sad.

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  5. Dee, and all believers @ TWW !
    Thank you for introducing and supporting RF, a remnant of PSC which is sprouting in late summer. RF is neither dry bones or ashes, but a burning bush on the mountain of Horeb (Exodus 3:1-3) in full vigor (2 Corinthians 4:7-9), calling all repentant sinners to come, just as they are, to receive mercy and abundant life from our immortal, omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent God of unfailing love. Amen

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  6. I’m so glad that wounded and traumatized Park Streeters will have a safe space to worship, and enjoy fellowship with one another. This is a wonderful development!

    Isolation is a key component in spiritual abuse, so being a part of a healthy, Christian community is one of the most important factors that lead to healing from spiritual trauma. So the fact that worshippers at Restoration Fellowship can maintain a strong bond with each other is immensely significant and hopeful.

    I hope to visit sometime!

    I also hope that if Scott Sunquist rebuked CT for their reporting on PSC, and/or discouraged their further investigative reporting in any way, that he will openly admit this.

    If even a seminary president doesn’t see that institutional protectionism typically is the default & very wrong response of churches when abuse allegations are made, then that is a 5-alarm fire for training the next generation of pastors.

    Everyone at Gordon-Conwell Theological Seminary, including the president & each faculty & staff member, should be required to do thorough abuse prevention & response training.

    I’d recommend GRACE’s Safeguarding Initiative https://www.netgrace.org/safeguarding-initiative, which will also make GCTS itself a safe institution. I don’t trust that it currently is.

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  7. Elizabeth Klein: wounded and traumatized Park Streeters

    The Church of the Living God should be a place of refreshing in the presence of the Lord, not a battleground … a place of unity, not division … a sanctuary from the world, not a stronghold where clergy are pitted against laity. If these things are present, it is not a church in its truest sense. The “wounded and traumatized” find their way to the real Church to be healed and blessed … churches should not wound and traumatize. When this happens, church leaders need to identify the source of pain and remove it. This has not happened at PSC.

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  8. Dee, you said: “Preaching a decent sermon does not make a pastor.”

    Curious fact: some of the more disgraced preachers like Carl Lentz and Ted Haggard were preaching their “best” sermons while living double lives. One can be a total hypocrite and sound like an angel. Some of these people are masters of their craft. Mark may not be doing drugs or having an affair (Lord, please may it not be). But he wears a mask of religious piety. Everyone who is listening to him should realize how this works. We cannot be sure what he is hiding. But what you see is not what you get.

    Mark, many of us know that your presentation is not the truth. We know you have been lying over and over. We are praying that you openly come into the light, rather than continue the masquerade. You cannot hide the bad fruit you have been producing. It is there for all to see, if they are willing. But it is God who sees, and that is why I am appealing to you to stop scoffing and come into the Light.

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  9. dee,

    According to Rev Edward Griffn,, establishing PSC was to
    1 Restablish the Reformed faith , and in particular, Congregationalism, to Boston.
    2 Counter Arminianism and later Arianism
    4 Stop the influx of heterodox preachers who had introduced them
    5 Cut the influence of City Councillors on church polity.

    What happened?
    6 Rev Griffin was subjected to a whispering campaign against his character and unfitness to hold the post.
    7 Previous congregations proved the falseness of the allegations.

    You can read all this in his biography in Volume 1 of his Sermons, where he references a private letter to a colleague.

    All of the above sheds a light on current events at PSC
    Did their policy of “anyone can preach here” lead to the appointment of an unqualified candidate?
    Did the powerbrokers in the church unduly influence the decision makers?
    Is Mr Booker being unfairly maligned?
    Is their doctrine and polity at fault?
    )
    Why was Mr Booker mountainbiking on a Sunday. (Being on holiday won’t cut it imo

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  10. The leaders of PSC have been lulled into a false sense of security. Opinions on the new church/not-church range from “good riddance” to “good luck.” No doubt that Mark, Jason, Andrew, Nathan and others are happy to see the “troublemakers” go and have the small church they’ve wanted. I think they’re naive and don’t know what they are in for. Now they have to face:

    -Further staff retention issues. Don’t think that everyone left is totally in line with Mark, I know for a fact there are a few staff that still aren’t “down with the system” so to speak. Now with most of the senior staff gone, other staff now risk facing Mark’s abuse. And good luck trying to fill all the open positions, it looks like they’ve given up on hiring another City Engagement Minister.

    -New investigate journalism coming out. While an article at CT never saw print, I would be very surprised if no other articles come out, especially considering the resulting church split. Believe me, there is still a loooot out there that even knowledgeable Wartburgers/petitioners don’t know.

    -An impending budget disaster. 2023 saw an over $500k shortfall in projected giving with the cancelling of the afternoon service, firing of Michael, and beginning the discussions on Mark’s fitness. After all that has happened so far in 2024, can they still pull in enough cash to maintain the church’s budget? I wouldn’t be surprised if the deficit in giving goes up to $1.5-2mil of the projected $4.5mil. Maybe they get some of their rich friends and congregants to help bail them out, but you can’t deny this metric of Mark’s failure. We won’t know for sure until the annual report is released, if this lasts that long.

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  11. dee,

    Dee, in my semi-long life I’ve experienced 3 church situations that were quite devastating. I was never an initiator but was certainly part of the grieving. These things are simply a part of human existence. However, in none of these situations did we set up group therapy to deal with the consequences. Maybe we should have but I’m basically opposed to self victimization – which group therapy can encourage sadly.

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  12. Max: Preachers who are the loudest against a particular sin, have been found to be living it themselves … it’s a cover for their transgression to elude detection.

    And a personal defense mechanism.

    Like Rush Limbaugh becoming the Number-One Fanboy of the War on Drugs while hiding s secret Oxycontin addiction.

    Preacher-boy in the grip of a Paraphilia self-medicating/self-treating by preaching against it as The Unpardonable SuperSIN. ManaGAWD can NOT show any cracks in his Godly and Spiritual facade, especially when (like Ted Haggard) his Deep Dark Secret has to do with a Strong Taboo of Christian culture.

    And in doing so detaches himself more and more from Reality and takes his congregation with him.

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  13. Park Streeters, be forewarned –

    A friend of mine just tried to email Michael Balboni, but made the mistake of emailing him at his PSC email address. This friend then got the following automatic reply back:

    “Thank you for contacting ‎Park Street Church‎. We regret to inform you that ‎Michael Balboni‎ is no longer employed here. Please direct any future correspondence to ‎Mike Ahearn‎ at ‎mahearn@parkstreet.org‎.

    This is an automated reply. For your convenience, this email has been automatically forwarded to ‎Mike Ahearn‎.”

    This is a shocking breach of pastoral confidentiality. This means that Mike Ahearn is seeing all the emails that are being sent to Michael Balboni, completely without the sender’s consent.

    Just imagine if the sender’s email has extremely personal and sensitive information, that the sender has every right to keep confidential.

    Suppose that that person is reaching out to Michael Balboni after having been sexually assaulted. Or with details about extremely delicate marriage conflicts. Etc. etc.

    PSC: this is appallingly unethical.

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  14. Elizabeth Klein: This is an automated reply. For your convenience, this email has been automatically forwarded to ‎Mike Ahearn‎.”

    This is a shocking breach of pastoral confidentiality. This means that Mike Ahearn is seeing all the emails that are being sent to Michael Balboni, completely without the sender’s consent.

    The “Christian” thing to do would be to set up the emails to be forwarded to Michael Balboni’s new email address – I’m sure PSC has that (or they should).

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  15. Elizabeth Klein,

    With all the people they’ve fired this Mike Ahearn guy could be reading a bunch of emails.

    I wonder if he keeps a spreadsheet and is required to write regular memos for Mark and the elders – who is reaching out? Which “side” they are on, etc.

    Does he email the spreadsheet/memos with an “unattended recipient disclaimer” on his email?

    Also – does he reply to the people?

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  16. senecagriggs:
    dee,

    Dee, in my semi-long life I’ve experienced 3 church situations that were quite devastating… These things are simply a part of human existence. However, in none of these situations did we set up group therapy to deal with the consequences. Maybe we should have but I’m basically opposed to self-victimization – which group therapy can encourage sadly.

    I’m so terribly sorry for what you’ve gone through, seneca.

    I don’t see Restoration Fellowship as “group therapy.” It’s a worshipping community, aiming at becoming a safe, healing space for the spiritually abused while growing closer to Christ and Christlikeness. That’s not the same thing.

    Having said that, Christian-led, trauma-informed, recovery groups and/or trauma-informed Christian therapists are all to the good.

    Christians who spiritually bypass their trauma are actually a whole lot more likely to get stuck in it.

    Whereas, aiming at Spirit-led healing, being freed in Christ, is the very opposite of a victim mentality. It can lead to loving God so much more.

    Susannah Griffith is a great example. I’d highly recommend her book Forgiveness after Trauma https://www.amazon.com/Forgiveness-after-Trauma-Healing-Empowerment-ebook/dp/B0C9RT28ND.

    Susannah Griffith is a domestic violence survivor who was pressured (spiritually abused) by her Christian community to stay with her husband, even though he was threatening to kill her. However, she also found some incredible Christian friends who walked alongside of her as she was reeling from – and healing from – her abuse. Together, they did a deep dive into what the Bible actually does and does not teach about forgiveness.

    She went through all of the pain, prayed and pored over the Bible, and came out with her faith not only intact, but so much stronger.

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  17. Hi gang! See you all this Sunday at Restoration Fellowship, at the Beacon Hill, Wyndham Hotel, 5 Blossom St, Boston.

    The new fellowship isn’t intended to be a gripe session, but a step forward in solidarity for those who were hurt by the actions of Park Street leadership. As we grow and evolve over the next year, developing ministries as we are inspired, we will see where it leads. The new leadership is hoping that in a year’s time, we will determine whether we want to become an official church or move on to other churches.

    I personally have enjoyed getting to know the Park Streeters who have attended the prayer gathering on Saturdays in a more intimate setting, and I’m really looking forward to meeting more Park Streeters/former Park Streeters and people from around the city.

    Of course, we will continue to pray for Park Street, and pray that Mark and the leaders there will come to take ownership for their unethical actions, which we have detailed ad nauseam over the last year. But as one person mentioned at one of the prayer gatherings, sometimes a church building can become an idol, and “the church” is not a building. We, too, are the Church and we have a lot of spirit and Holy Spirit-infused passion for righteousness, justice, and loyalty to the tenets of the Gospel. I pray God will fuel and bless that fire for the coming year and years to come.

    Someone asked if there was a grief counseling group for all the ugliness that happened at Park Street, and I don’t know of anything formally, although if the RF team sees a need it may spring up, I’m sure. We did some of that at the prayer meetings on Saturday, but there should have been a separate group that got together because many of us experienced significant emotional trauma over the events, losing sleep, loss of concentration, depression, outrage, etc. Another person on the blog here mentioned that sometimes those groups can be a pity party, and keep people spinning on the ugliness instead of moving forward, but the idea is that the group is an outlet, and hopefully, once things are expressed and processed, the group will be able to disperse. Anyway, we’ll see how the RF team decides to handle that.

    I believe we will begin on the Book of Exodus, which is incredibly apropos. 😀

    See you Sunday!

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  18. Watcher: Mark Booker, you have tried to bury so many lies, but you have only dug your own grave. Please stop accepting your dysfunction. You were not created by God to live with so many secrets. Mark, whatever torment you experienced as a child, it is not a reason to now live as a control freak and a liar. God will not allow you to hide forever behind your minister’s robe and smooth words. Your bike accident was a warning to wake you up and give you another chance to change direction. I plead with you to stop playing religion, because a day is coming when you will be utterly disgraced, your poor family will be humiliated, and you will only have yourself to blame. Mark, your game of lies and manipulation is going to collapse. We don’t know when, but it is coming. I will certainly not celebrate your downfall. I know you are reading this. You are the only one who can make things right with God by stepping into the light. If you do so freely and before your secrets are exposed against your will, then a far better life and path will be set before you by our loving Heavenly Father.

    .
    Mark Booker – since you have no holy and healthy fear of the LORD, perhaps you could find it in your heart to step into the light for the sake of Mandy and your children. Have compassion on them and stop playing religion, hiding in the robe and outer clothing and outward appearances of a true pastor. When your ship sinks (it’s already sprung a leak, you’ll notice) you will likely take them all down with you.
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    Isaiah 5:18-23
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    [18] Woe to those who draw iniquity with cords of falsehood,
    who draw sin as with cart ropes,
    [19] who say: “Let him be quick,
    let him speed his work
    that we may see it;
    let the counsel of the Holy One of Israel draw near,
    and let it come, that we may know it!”
    [20] Woe to those who call evil good
    and good evil,
    who put darkness for light
    and light for darkness,
    who put bitter for sweet
    and sweet for bitter!
    [21] Woe to those who are wise in their own eyes,
    and shrewd in their own sight!
    [22] Woe to those who are heroes at drinking wine,
    and valiant men in mixing strong drink,
    [23] who acquit the guilty for a bribe,
    and deprive the innocent of his right!

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  19. Oh, gross! This bile was just emailed out this afternoon. Yes, please invite people to Park Street Church… it is hemorrhaging people who are done with the abuse and gaslighting. It needs some fresh faces who don’t know the flowery words and smooth presentation are a lure. Take the bait… and you will have a hook lodged in you. Beware! Beware!
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    https://mailchi.mp/parkstreet.org/staffing-update-7227774
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    Dear Park Street Church,

    With students back at school and the leaves starting to show some color, it’s clear that a new fall season is upon us. As we move toward Kickoff Sunday this weekend, I want to share a few thoughts with you as an encouragement.

    First, it’s a joy and privilege to have welcomed Polo Kim, our new Minister to Internationals, to our staff earlier this week. God answered our prayers regarding the visa issue, allowing Polo to start on September 1, well before Park Street International Fellowship restarts next Sunday, September 15. We are grateful. Please be sure to welcome Polo, his wife Dandan, and their two boys, Micah and Habakkuk, when you see them in the coming weeks.

    Second, we continue to be in a place where faithful leadership requires us to have a dual focus. On the one hand, we remain a church that has experienced very real pain in all that we have walked through over the past year. That pain continues in some obvious ways. We need to process this faithfully and to experience the healing that only Jesus can bring. In this vein, the Board of Elders discussed the importance of the Solemn Assembly (a time of prayer, repentance, and confession as recommended by the Vicinage Council) at our meeting this week, and we will be announcing the date for that shortly. On the other hand, we continue to be called to steward the mission that God has entrusted to us as a church. That means many things—from small groups, to Christian formation classes (for children and adults), to Sunday worship, to prayer ministry, to ongoing mission to our city and around the globe, and so much more. The Lord is here. He is moving and working among us, and we long to be attentive and faithful in sharing in that work together.

    Third, and on that note, here are five particular burdens on my heart as we step into this next season together:

    Prayer. We must be grounded in prayer, praying at all times (Eph 6.18), and acknowledging, especially as we’re in a time of healing and rebuilding, that “Unless the LORD builds the house, those who build it labor in vain” (Ps 127.1). As you’ve seen in the eNews, consider joining us tonight for All Church prayer in the Welcome Center from 7.30–9.00 pm.
    New wineskins. Out of a life of prayer, can we ask, “God, how do you want to rebuild us, for your glory? What new ways do you want to work in us and through us?” I have a conviction that we should be open to God’s new work in our midst—and I don’t have a preconceived notion of what this might be—even as we remain faithful to the foundation and heritage that God has built and preserved for us here for over two centuries.
    Vibrant Community. It’s so important to be pressing into our relationships right now. Let’s pursue afresh the community life to which God has called us in honest relationships that invite vulnerability and care. And we will also remain committed to breaking bread together regularly, including at our Second Sunday meals which start this weekend.
    Outward focus. The temptation to turn inward is real, but God has deeply impressed upon me the need for us to be outward-focused, to press further into service of our city and the world, at the same time as we continue the necessary work of healing (and even as a catalyst to that healing). I’ve also been praying for our community for increased zeal and conviction in sharing the gospel. This gospel is the power of God for salvation to everyone who believes (Rom 1.16), and it is what our city needs! I pray we press into God’s mission more and more, as we lift our eyes upward and outward.
    All hands on deck. During this rebuilding time, where God is doing the building, we are all invited to join him. A healthy, renewed church will require all of us to invest in a new way: for healing and for faithfully stewarding the mission. This is a key part of our discipleship as well. Where is God calling you to invest? How can your gifts be deployed to edify the church? Let me encourage you to spend time in the Welcome Center this Sunday after the worship service to learn more about our ministries. This new season also provides a natural opportunity to invite others to join us, to “come and see” Jesus (Jn 1.46), to “taste and see that the LORD is good” (Ps 34.8). Who might you invite to encounter God with us?
    The words of 2 Corinthians 4 are a deep encouragement. That chapter begins in this way, “Therefore, having this ministry by the mercy of God, we do not lose heart.” That bears repeating: we do not lose heart! All is of God’s mercy. We’re being invited by God into honest, humble, prayerful life together. May we be faithful in following him there, allowing him to heal and rebuild us as he sees fit.

    I look forward to worshiping together with you this Sunday. We will begin a new sermon series on the book of Revelation called “Unveiling Reality.” This book raises a lot of eyebrows to be sure, but there is so much here for us, especially a deep encouragement to remain steadfast in bearing faithful witness. You’re encouraged to invite non-Christians to join us for this series, too, as they’ll get to peer behind the curtain and consider reality as God has revealed it to us.

    We don’t lose heart because God is faithful. May we be encouraged as we continue following Jesus: “Now may the God of peace himself sanctify you completely, and may your whole spirit and soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. He who calls you is faithful; he will surely do it” (1 Thess 5.23-24).

    Grace and peace in Jesus,

    Mark Booker, Senior Minister

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  20. Susan Lane,

    Hi Susan !
    Although your blog is addressed to a gang, I venture to respond as your sister-in-Christ and fellow PSC member. Thank you for highlighting the RF as a new initiative for solidarity, not a gripe station. In the President’s statement of purpose, it is committed to fellowship with anyone who has been spiritually displaced or wounded, regardless of whether he/she was associated with a church or none at all. Therefore new students/faculty may be led to Rf by seniors who were nurtured by Tammy, Ray and Tim and Damian. Setting up our Ebenezer (I Samuel 7:12): Pastor Jullian Linnell will be teaching tomorrow on the Book of Ezra. “DO NOT GRIEVE, FOR THE JOY OF THE LORD IS YOUR STRENGTH” (Nehemiah 8:10) Amen

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  21. NAAH,

    Thanks for the correction on the scripture focus for tomorrow NAAH!

    As for Pastor Booker, I’m sure he doesn’t want to turn his gaze introspectively, as he mentions in his letter. Evaluating, confessing, and changing his own poor behavior or that of his Elder Board has never been a strength. If he does manage to rebuild PSC to even half of what it was he had better be saying to himself, “…but by the grace of God go I,” and mean it.

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  22. Folks, it shouldn’t be this hard to find a solid Gospel church in America, where church leaders love Jesus more than themselves, where it is called a House of Prayer above anything else, where the people of God truly fellowship with each other in unity, and where the Great Commission is the one and only mission of the Body of Christ gathered there.

    The American church has drifted off-course in many places. Why? We have a spiritual leadership crisis in America.

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  23. A former PSC member started a Substack to write about spiritual abuse and Park St. Here is the email I received:

    “Dear friends,

    You may or may not be aware of the situation that has been unfolding at my church, Park Street Church. Following the resignation of 5 ministers (Damian Long, Julian Linnell, Ray Kam, Tammy McLeod, and Tim Leary) and 56% of members voting that Senior Minister Mark Booker should be spiritually disqualified, the church leaders have doubled down and essentially declared “if you disagree with us, you should leave.”

    As I’ve journeyed alongside many of the wounded, I have come to believe that Park Street is suffering from a failure to recognize and appropriately respond to spiritually abusive leadership in the church.

    This experience has been deeply troubling. It has shown how much work is still needed to help churches understand trauma, psychological safety, and spiritually abusive leadership. My background in ministry and organizational psychology enables me to see this issue through a unique lens. I believe the tools and frameworks I use in the consulting world could help churches move towards healthier leadership cultures.

    Over the past six months I’ve been asking God how He might use me. He’s given me a vision to pursue three goals: (1) writing a book on spiritually abusive leadership, (2) publishing a survey assessment for diagnosing abusive leadership, and (3) launching an institute for further research and interventions.

    If any of this is to become a reality, I need your support! These are huge goals. It is daunting to consider such a momentous shift personally and professionally. As a first step, I’ve decided to start a substack (blog subscription) to build a team of financial supporters and release sections that I intend to publish in a book. I’d like to dedicate myself to this work full-time if I can raise the funds.

    Would you consider supporting me in the following ways?

    1. Pray for me on this journey, for God to use this work to bind up the brokenhearted, proclaim freedom for the captives, and release the prisoners from darkness (Isaiah 61:1).

    2. Subscribe to my substack. Subscriptions start at $10/month. These funds will support my research and writing process over the next 1-2 years and help me stay afloat until I have an organization in place to fundraise for.

    3. Forward this to anyone you know who may be interested in learning more about spiritual abuse or supporting this mission.

    Thank you for considering how you can help.

    Blessings,
    Lianna”

    https://goodshepherding.substack.com/

    I was struck by what she wrote, having a background in organizational psychology:
    “the worst case of psychological safety I had ever seen was in my own church.”

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  24. dee,

    Dee !
    Love is (first of all) PATIENT
    We almost ran out of patience, but the Lord always keeps His promise!
    I spotted at least 7 pastors who had worked (but no longer works) at PSC .
    Many families with happy children (from babies to teens)
    It was so crowded (in the penthouse of the new hotel) I could not find the friends whom I expected to meet (incl. Susan Lane).
    Praise the Lord !
    expected to metseveral friends whom I planned to meet.

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  25. Max: The New Calvinists are doing that all over the SBC landscape – taking over traditional (non-Calvinist) church properties that were bought and paid for by others; they justify their stealth and deception as being good for the movement since they have come into the world for such a time as this.

    So the new calvinists are still up to their old tricks, it seems. I made my final break from organized religion in 2020. I began processing what was going on in churches around the country (and some other countries) in 2013 or so, and Wartburg Watch played a significant role. We left our toxic authoritarian (and as I discovered later, white supremacist) “church” in 2014. We were welcomed by an apparently healthy church, but the influence of Acts29 and 9Marks and John Piper crept in and grew, choking the Spirit there as English ivy will grow up and around a tree and choke the life out of that tree. I left church in 2018 or 2019 after growing similarities to our former church-cult triggered a panic attack. A couple family members kept going there until 2020. They found clarity during the pandemic, which afforded some separation, allowing insight and introspection.

    All this to say, I’ve been away for some years. I came back looking because a family member has become ensnared by an Acts29 church. My red flags are flying.

    I cannot find any recent mentions of Acts29 critique in a web search. They’ve apparently cleaned up their act, and their language is as inviting and high-minded as it ever was, lots of idealistic rhetoric. But my spouse attended the church this morning with our special-needs adult child (a church member), and the description of the church sounds pretty familiar: large attendance, seemingly all young families, espresso bar, contemporary music/worship band, greeters at the door (but no one talked to spouse or even our adult kid who has been attend services for months; spouse noticed no other gray heads), members assigned to specific elders for “pastoral care”, meaning other elders are polite but detached.

    Am I prejudiced by my past experience, or am I right to be concerned for our special needs family member?

    In particular, is an Acts29 church likely to turn the kid against their parents, who no longer go to church, and LGBTQ family members who are a major part of the kid’s support system?

    Blessings to those who have maintained this forum and those who continue the discussions here. I remember WW as a safe haven in a very confusing, hurtful time.

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  26. Max: Max on Sun Sep 08, 2024 at 10:11 AM said:
    Folks, it shouldn’t be this hard to find a solid Gospel church in America, where church leaders love Jesus more than themselves, where it is called a House of Prayer above anything else, where the people of God truly fellowship with each other in unity, and where the Great Commission is the one and only mission of the Body of Christ gathered there.
    The American church has drifted off-course in many places. Why? We have a spiritual leadership crisis in America.

    Max,
    It is so good to “hear” your voice again. I gave up on finding church-based fellowship some years ago. I’m sure there must be some good churches out there; I’ve just given up on the search. I can quote lots of scripture from memory; I still pray. But crossing the threshold of a church building or hearing scripture solemnly intoned from the front of a church makes me feel as if I’m suffocating; I can’t seem to breathe. The contemporary christian music I used to sing spontaneously as I went about my day nowadays fills me with sorrow, even revulsion. It rings hollow and empty. I can still contemplate the old hymns, but my throat closes when I try to sing.

    The American church robbed me of the joy in worship and fellowship I once knew.

    I don’t know what the solution is. I used to pray for revival, but these days I don’t know what that would be. It seems almost as if American organized mega-religion needs to shatter and collapse into dust for God to be able to begin to work in the hearts of the people ensnared in “christian” nationalism.

    In point of fact, without getting into a political discussion, one of the campaigns right now looks and feels like revival to me: joy, compassion, energy, enthusiasm, caring. It seems very odd to me that I see a movement of revival in politics when I was taught it was the bailiwick (is that the right word?) of religion.

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  27. Friend of Park Street Church: On the other hand, we continue to be called to steward the mission that God has entrusted to us as a church. That means many things—from small groups, to Christian formation classes (for children and adults), to Sunday worship, to prayer ministry, to ongoing mission to our city and around the globe, and so much more.

    Why would my immediate reaction to this passage be “propaganda and indoctrination (in the worst sense of the word)”?

    My second thought was that keeping people too busy to think while ensuring *all* of their thinking is carefully crafted and directed in the “right” direction (meaning unquestioning support of the Powers That Be) can be a very effective control tactic.

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  28. Muff Potter: Max: I call it the Christian Industrial Complex.
    And tax-free to boot!
    I swear, they have got to have the best legal racket in America.

    Since churches nowadays seem to be mounting up wealth or investing in large, impressive whitewashed tombs rather than serving the poor, the needy, the widows and orphans, “the least of these”, it seems perfectly reasonable to me to tax them at the highest tax rate to fund the government’s ability to provide these services.

    I don’t think God established the Church to enrich a certain few.

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  29. A Word just came to mind as to the problem I now have with contemporary christian music: it’s self-serving. At least, that’s how it sounds to me these days.

    Apologies to those who find comfort in the music. I used to. I’m not saying you’re insincere. Just that I suspect some unscrupulous leaders have used and continue to use such music to emotionally manipulate and control congregations.

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  30. After re-reading the article carefully, I extend my deepest sympathy to Dee and those who have been wounded in this situation. I don’t have any information beyond this post, but the situation sounds uncannily like events that led to the dissolution of Mark Driscoll’s Mars Hill empire.

    (Yes, “empire” seems the right term, serving man—or *a* man, not God)

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  31. refugee: I suspect some unscrupulous leaders have used and continue to use such music to emotionally manipulate and control congregations

    Many churches reach mega status, not because of an anointed pulpit preacher, but because of a skilled praise and worship team. The most important position in such churches is the worship leader, not the pastor. For example, there would have been no Hillsong without Hillsong Music – Brian Houston is not really that good of a preacher. There are many examples of this in the Christian Industrial Complex. This is not to say that all Christian music is intended to lure followers to a ministry, but it does happen IMO.

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  32. refugee: I don’t think God established the Church to enrich a certain few.

    “Pure and unblemished religion as it is expressed in outward acts in the sight of our God and Father is this: to visit and look after the fatherless and the widows in their distress, and to keep oneself uncontaminated by the secular world.” (James 1:27 AMP)

    Our contamination is showing in the church, folks.

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  33. I was at the fellowship gathering this morning. What struck me the most was how all the ministers seemed so happy to free of mb leadership and the love we have for them. The attendee weres happy to be gathering and worshipping together as I saw many happy people. When was the last time anyone sitting in the congregation at psc looked happy? I pray that the fellowship will help all those who have been hurt by psc including the ministers and their families. What was attendace like at all three services at psc?????

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  34. Here are some photos from the maiden voyage of Restoration Fellowship. It was standing room only! Julian Linnell’s sermon was beautiful and spoke to the heart of what we were feeling and how God was going to use our difficult experience to propel us to something better. The worship team included a lovely mix of contemporary and classical music – a breath of fresh air for all!

    Here are some photos for those of you that couldn’t be there. Enjoy!

    https://photos.app.goo.gl/U71bipaUo9apLjTa9

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  35. refugee:
    After re-reading the article carefully, I extend my deepest sympathy to Dee and those who have been wounded in this situation. I don’t have any information beyond this post, but the situation sounds uncannily like events that led to the dissolution of Mark Driscoll’s Mars Hill empire.

    (Yes, “empire” seems the right term, serving man—or *a* man, not God)

    What’s an Empire without an Emperor?
    “AVE, CAESAR!”
    ‘HEIL, FUEHRER!”

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  36. Janice:
    It was standing room only. 200 max.I was there.

    How wonderful to expect a new grandbaby! That of course is the priority. Just let me know ahead of time when you’re coming.

    As for the headcount at the first meeting, I am terrible at estimating these kinds of things, but they did have everyone register before they came in. Hopefully they got a pretty accurate count, although there was a barcode to scan that you could use, and I scanned the barcode and got caught up in talking to people and totally forgot to fill out the form. Hopefully there weren’t too many others like me. I will let you know as soon as I know. I went to tears when I walked in the doors, too. I truly believe God will bless our efforts. I think he already has.

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  37. Max,

    I have not attended a PSC service in over a year so I can’t say for sure what things actually look like. But I can look at the livestreams and use screenshots to assess attendance. This week was the kickoff Sunday for the Fall, the first Sunday after Labor Day. It should be a big day for the church. I went back to last year to the same service that occurred on Sep 10th, 2023. The difference in numbers is striking. Look at the shot of the pulpit and see how empty yesterday’s service looks compared to last year. Also notable from last year is the presence of Julian Linnell, Damian Long, and Zach McLeod with Pat and Tammy outside of the shot, all whom are gone from PSC now.

    https://imgur.com/a/cw5aGDL

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  38. refugee:
    … A family member has become ensnared by an Acts29 church. My red flags are flying.

    I cannot find any recent mentions of Acts29 critique in a web search.

    Are you aware of The Bodies Behind the Bus podcast?

    Co-hosted by Johnna Harris & Jay Coile, their podcast mainly focuses on Acts 29 spiritual abuse, although they’ve branched out into different churches/denoms.

    Johnna & Jay invite survivors on to tell their stories. It’s a safe place for their “something’s not right” experiences and observations to be affirmed, while the patterns of spiritual abuse become recognizable to listeners.

    You may find their Bodies Behind the Bus podcast interesting and/or helpful:

    https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/bodies-behind-the-bus/id1601586078

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  39. The first meeting of Restoration Fellowship was joyful yet serious, overflowing, loving, life-giving, and an utter relief.

    I heard so many stories of good news bursting out around the broken place of calamity. It was a good beginning.

    Also, afterwards, a friend there said a young tourist couple had stopped her as she was walking to the meeting. “Could you tell us how to get to Park Street Church?” they asked.

    She answered, “Oh, they’re meeting on the 15th floor of the Wyndham Hotel this week.”

    🙂

    And they joined us.

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  40. Alisa Leaves,
    Susan Lane,

    Hi Alisa and Susan !
    Praise the Lord for your testimony.
    Yes, we must always SPEAK THE TRUTH WITH LOVE, love for the Lord and for others.
    I am a PSC member since 1986, and will NOT give up this membership unless the BoE alters the by-laws to kick me out. I bet many of the RF attendees are still able to stand firm as PSC members. In future I will certainly invite or bring my friends/even strangers to join us for worship on Sundays!
    ‘MAY YOUR WILL BE DONE ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN.’
    Amen

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  41. Observant Outsider: I went back to last year to the same service that occurred on Sep 10th, 2023. The difference in numbers is striking. Look at the shot of the pulpit and see how empty yesterday’s service looks compared to last year.

    Did they use the Scientology trick of (1) keeping tight focus on the pulpit and/or (2) seating everyone in one section of the seating (packing that section full) and cutting to that, again on tight focus?

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  42. Alisa Leaves:
    The first meeting of Restoration Fellowship was joyful yet serious, overflowing, loving, life-giving, and an utter relief.

    I heard so many stories of good news bursting out around the broken place of calamity. It was a good beginning.

    Also, afterwards, a friend there said a young tourist couple had stopped her as she was walking to the meeting. “Could you tell us how to get to Park Street Church?” they asked.

    She answered, “Oh, they’re meeting on the 15th floor of the Wyndham Hotel this week.”

    And they joined us.

    I love this!!!

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